Oct6
Simplifying my life gets confusing for my friends,
Wondering if I will go, or if I will stay.
Believing I intend to commit suicide, because
I am giving all my cherished stuff away…
10/06/2017
Sep29
In class, cells seem such simple things,
Yet in the brain, they might cause psychosis.
All I know, is that if I was a cell,
I couldn’t wait for apoptosis.
09/29/2017
Sep22
Seems I’m getting older and
My life creeps toward its end.
My work was very successful,
But I wish I had a friend.
09/22/2017
Sep22
I’ve tried to be a decent person,
Working hard to show how much I care.
Yet here I stand, all naked and alone,
Guess I ain’t going nowhere.
09/22/2017
Aug25
Self-doubt and depression come out at night,
The unspeakable pain which people fear.
Inside my head, I am safe and warm,
For it is very dark in here.
08/25/2017
Apr14
When drinking, one should really know better,
You’re all alone, feeling like nothing belongs.
That you shouldn’t be up until 3 AM,
Listening to albums of very sad songs.
04/14/2017
Mar31
Anger, depression, misery and cruelty,
We’ve had all we can take of that.
Wouldn’t life be much more pleasant,
If everyone behaved like a cat?
03/31/2017
Mar3
The world was once a paradise,
Until that angel fell.
How I loved the paradise lost.
Welcome to my living hell.
03/03/2017
Feb27
Darkness eclipses the promise of life,
And I am frozen in place, come what may.
The proposition is a losing one.
And my desire to live, slips quietly away.
02/27/2017
Aug29
It makes some prone to weeping,
Others to violence or a killing spree.
I’ve got the blues so doggone bad,
Rip open my chest, let my soul fly free.
08/29/2016